You are becoming one of my persons. Inspite of being annoying, to jealous for my patience and an asshole when you decide to, you treat me well, and you make me good. I was afraid of you, afraid that you were gonna "kiss and tell", and make me soffer. I got near to you once more time, not for the better reasons, I admit it. I was hurted, my ego was down, and so I approached you so that you could heal my wounds. But then, with all the closeness, all the affection that you ended up gaving me I started to like you a little more. I was soooo, soo, afraid to let you in, but I ended up letting you do it, I letted you be the one, and I'm not regreted. When I say that you're becoming one of my persons, I'm saying that I'm liking you, that you're getting every day more important to me, and that fact, inspite of scaring me as hell, is being good to me, is making me happy, and right now, that's all that matters.I know that you're not going to marry me, (I'm acctually happy that you're not xD) and i imagine that tou don't even like me enough to date me, but I don't care about it right now, I just wanna be with you, cause whan I do it I simply forget about all the rest, all the problems, all the discussions, all the people that hurt me!And you may ask me why didn't I cry instead? Cuz crying wont solve anything, crying would make me look a fool, crying has becamed to me a sign of weakness, a singn to the others that i'm not handeling the situation, so that's why I didn't cry when he said he didn't want me, that's why I don't cry when you say you don't love me, that's why I would try as much as I can not to cry if you decide to leave me. Cuz it wont make it better, cuz it wont make the pain go away, cuz it had never make anyone come back.So please, my lover, my boy, my darling, now you know all this, now you know that i'm here for you, now you see than I can't fake it, that I'm not as strong as I try to look, and I'm right here, just asking you to don't brake me, don't trow me out like a puppet that you don't want anymore, stay with me, stay with me cuz I'm just loving being with you.
